I had a super vivid dream today. In my dream, my mom and my daughter came home while I was lying in bed. My eyes were open, but I couldn't move.
I tried to talk but what came out sounded like Helen Keller's speech. I asked '*mi, where's reyhan?', but but nobody could hear me.
I tried desperately to wake up, but my body would not move. After a few attempts at waking up, I finally did, only to remember that my kids were at school.
If this is what death is like - falling asleep never to wake up, but being able to observe your loved ones from a place where you cannot interact with them, then I don't want to end my life prematurely.
I want to be around for the ride.
*mi is what I call my mum
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