In case nobody has told you this, it's ok to relapse when you have mental health condition, whether it's bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, or whatever else it may be. It is not a failure on your part, and you are not a failure for relapsing. I have been off drugs for a while now, and I've never been better. I've never felt better or had a higher quality of life, but I know the risks of not being on meds (a supposedly higher risk of relapse), and I'm ok with that. I'd rather live a happy, healthy life off meds and have a bipolar relapse than continue to stay drugged and unmotivated everyday.
BREAKDOWN TO BREAKTHROUGH